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if you turn it sideways, it's infinity times three...that's a long time and we have four more of these before it will be another century of single numbered dates. forever is mentioned a lot of times in love...and out of love. too often the quote that springs to mind is, 'you told me you'd love me until you died -- but you're still alive.'
thus is the nature of promises....sometimes easy to make and difficult to keep. part of the whole reason I don't make promises if I can avoid it. I really dislike them...with the intensity of a burning blue flame. so, I try. I try really hard. sometimes I fail...we all do.
I didn't sit down to be all down and harshing on relationships. I admire people that make them work...I do. In fact, I'm sort of jealous of how easy you all make them look. *sigh* life is never just easy is it?
I've been so busy lately and now I'm writing this as I need to get started on something I have no clue how to do. I'm making it a monster because I don't like doing what I don't know how to do and if I dived in it would probably get better. *kicks at desk* stupid desk. stupid work. stupid stapler.....and stupid files.
sounds like a case of a girl that needs to take the same advice she dispensed this week and get started before she worries about absolutely nothing. stupid girl.
Not stupid at all myfriend. Sometimes it really is that overwhelming that finding even the smallest piece we can, or want, to deal with, can be too difficult.
ReplyDeleteGive yourself a break and let it all wash over you. Normality will be returned, and probably when you're least expecting it.